OH GOOD LORD BLEH BLEH BLEH

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i'm so tired. i really REALLY should be working on my hw but my dad is here and i don't want to. i'm tired. guhh. so tired. i keep taking accidental naps during the day...
squick.
and i have a math quiz tomo... double squick. in fact, squick squared.
i need to stop making that joke...
also, FFFF. i hate this amount of hw.
and i don't get most of it.
especially french.

on a happier note, i was looking at where the people who look/have seen my blog are located and i saw one person from the UK! i was ecstatic. seriously. i was excited as ever.
i couldn't help but hope it was him but that makes no sense.
IT WOULD BE SO AMAZING, THOUGH. I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH
more than luh.
like, for real.
lol i wish we were bffs.
cause he's cool.
and i like to pretend to be cool.
i would like to have serious discussions about religion with him because even though he's an atheist, he doesn't seems to be annoyingly pretentious about it. i hate that. i'm a christian, and some bits of the actual religion irritates me and i would like to see what he thinks about it.
cause he's smart.
with his A-Levels and whatnot.
and beautiful face.
ugh.
i think he would be a better model cause his proportions are a bit better than that other dude i mentioned. seriously. the shoulders bother me a bit. swimmers have weird shoulders. it's weird. ugh. and i don't think that kid thinks i have any sort of intelligence so i'm pretty sure he would just ignore me.
FUU.
i'm in ib, yeah? so technically, by default, i do possess some brain power. guhh. i should be working on my english instead of this.
sorry, Chaucer, but your Tales aren't very interesting. i keep falling asleep while reading them.
well, that may be because i'm tired and i like to read with my eyes closed.
and while laying down.
huh.
that seems like a bad idea.
whatever. wouldn't be the first.
<3

i was wondering

i was debating on whether or not to address this but i decided to.
I DON'T LIKE YOU. AT ALL. you're a lying, annoying, terrible ex-best friend and i'm really glad that we aren't friends anymore.
seriously.
also, i'm so excited for college. i mean, i love ib, swimming, and most of the people in ib but i just REALLY want to get out of ohio. it's driving me insane. and i'm losing sleep and i'm getting really snappy lately and i think i might kill someone (not literally, of course!) if i don't do something soon. i want to sleep. i also need to finish my french and my history thing. UGH.
i also need to complete at least ONE THING on my LBG because i feel like i'm failing at that but most of it is summer stuff. like VC and the NWYTG11. although not quite sure if i want to go to that anymore... BUT I SHOULD. but i have no money.
bleh bleh bleh
i'm tired of thinking.
also, i've been watching a lot of CISCL and NM lately.
OH YEAH. and CGTC and MC. my friend told me to stop watching so many YTers all the time but she doesn't understand how little time i have to do anything other than that. seriously. she is constantly hanging out with someone or whatever and i don't know why she can't seem to understand how much work and crap i have to do every day. it's getting irritating. it also seems as though we're not clicking as well anymore, but i'm okay with that. we're kind of maturing and going in different directions but she'll always be my friend.
EMOOOOOO.
emuuuu.
boxerhockey.
<3

hey, you

i honestly wish people could see themselves though my eyes. seriously.
like charlie for instance. HE'S SO COOL.
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE TO BE SO AMAZINGLY PERFECT AT EVERYTHING ALL THE TIME GAAAH

seriously.
i'm gonna move there. then i'm gonna see him someday. then i'm gonna high-five him and run away.
then i'll go get sushi.
cause them Brits have good sushi.

geez. i had to edit SO MANY posts today because i really don't feel like making a new blog.
geh.

also, i love trock. i think i wanna start a genre too. dang, and i forgot what it was, too.
mrock? idr.
BLECH.
ALSO 20 MORE MINUTES BEFORE IT IS NO LONGER MY BDAY.
:/
i love my birthday.
also, it's late. i need sleeeeeeeeeeeep.

also also, i love Ugly Americans. seriously. it makes me lol.
"what's hanging?" "david carradine"
YES. I APPROVE OF THIS JOKE 100%. YEEEEEEEEEEEEES.

also, it appears that i have a new, really good friend. seriously. he's pretty cool.
also also also i'm gonna join the swim team. i'm not really comfortable running around in a swimsuit, but we'll see how it goes.
at least i look decent in one.
my ankles are waaaay too skinny, though.
it's kinda sad.
my proportions are all wonky ;A;
and so is Laputa. w/e doh. i luh her.
is Laputa a girl? hmm. i never really decided on it. BAM. SHE'S A GIRL.

also, (i really love that word. that, and "though") there's a dude i know who's so ridiculously proportional. i really would like to draw him. seriously. it's insane. AND he's got the facial features of a well-drawn manga character. and if it wouldn't be such a friggin' weird thing to ask, i would definitely ask him if he would be my model. seriously (i luh dat word too). i need some inspiration. and i would like to lean more towards realistic sketching instead of the Japanese style all of the time.

also, i was trying to print a letter for french, and my printer went, "WHIRR WHIRR EHHHHHHHHHHH UGHHHH PAPER JAMMMMMMMMMM GAAAAAH FUUUUUUUUUUU"
and i looked at it in fear.

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