wooooooooooooooooooooo~

i had so much food today xD
IT WAS DELICIOUS. then i sat for a little while.
then i got some pie.
i feel like a pig, but i can feel my abs so i'm not too worried.
my abs are so nice.
SO NICE.
seriously.
i swam 4 200s. it was beautiful. and i felt good. and i didn't even notice very much cause i was daydreaminggg~
xD
about vidcon.
VIDCON.
I MAY BE ABLE TO GO.
GAAAHHH.
i would probably pass out if i was able to meet Charlie McDonnell.
seriously.
that boy is amazing. he makes my day.
ERRYDAY.
lulz.
but seriously.
if i could just give him a hug...
i would literally die. literally.
he would be like, "oh my god. this girl who just told me that i was awesome and beautiful and great just died in my arms."
YES. and in his british accent.
UGH. i'm so creepy.
but i would really like to give him a hug.
and smile at him.
then give him another hug.
then kidnap him and go back home and keep him FOREV-
too much?
okay, sorry xD
he is brilliant, though. so great.
<3

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

so this is the first time i've not only had to swim on thanksgiving, but also the guy who i literally grew up with can't celebrate thanksgiving with us this year. seriously. it makes me sad. i remember when i was little, he used to give me piggy back rides and baby sit me and my sister. it's sad. he's really cool.
also, i like that one kid. he pisses me off everyday. his friend is cute as well, and sometimes i wonder why i don't like him instead. he's got a really intense stare, but it isn't necessarily a bad thing. he's funny, is extremely attentive, and he's got a soul. i swear that other kid doesn't. it's crazy. like none at all. but he's so friggin' cute when he laughs and stuff and i can't help but want to draw him. he's well-proportioned and i just wanna hug him all the time ughhhhhh and he's really smart and so cute and -
WHY IS MY BLOG ALWAYS ABOUT THAT STUPID KID. UGH. I SOUND LIKE A 14 YEAR OLD GIRL. WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE.
forget him.
i'm supposed to send something to my english teacher but i can't seem to actually start working on it.
and she's probably waiting
jk she most likely forgot.
LULZ.